abis spm da!!

hepi..spm da abis..skrg tnggu result plak..cian blog ni lme tbiar..da bsawang da..hahaha..hope sntiase de mse nk update..yo all edc pnye wrga..aku mntak ampun n maaf klu aku de wat slh kt korg..sori jgak aku x smpt jmpe korg pg td..

school oh school

nk abis sklh da..msti rndu ngn sume edc-ian..korg jgn lpe hnie tau..hnie syg korg sume..to schoolmate hnie yg dri drjh 5..afiq..aideed n kode..tq for being so good fren..utk yg da 5 taun hdup ngn hnie..hnie syg korg sume..to all bdak2 4i last year..even kte just knal 2 taun..it's mean a lot to me..hnie pn syg korg jgak..after spm jgn x ingt hnie tau..klu hnie da dpt lesen nnti hnie try nk g lwt korg sume..at limbang..lawas..lbuan n sluruh sbah..k la..gud lak spm tau..daa..

school oh school

trial = takut doe

next week da nk trial..feel like wanna die..tkut x dpt nk wat..hnie rse nk dmam..da asyik pnas sjuk pnas sjuk je..jgn la dmam..nnti x dpt wat exam..btw..hnie nk ucp slmt bpuase..n hnie mntk ampun jgak kt org2 yg hnie prnh wat slh..hnie hrap korg doakn hnie bjye..k la..skit sgt da kple ni..daa..

sedih+frust+kcewa=dunno wat 2 do..

rsa frust sgt hri ni.. bru jap td de org cll hnie gtau brte yg sdih..de org mrh hnie sbab kta2 hnie..mmg hnie ni x lyak nk bkwn ngn sesape kot..let me leave alone..mybe dgn cre tu hnie x kn skit kn hti org..to the person that hate me..dun wori..i wouldn't disturb u anymore..mybe hnie yg over trase..its k..i admit it..just..stu je hnie mntak..jgn la bnci org yg x de kaitan ngn bnde ni..bnci hnie x pe..hnie yg bslh..even my bestie pn x slh..so plis..jgn mrh or bnci dorg..klu x mau jd kwn hnie lg pn x pe..tp jgn bnci kwn2 hnie..mmg sume slh hnie..n hanie hrap jgn babitkan org yg x bslh dlm hal ni..kpd sespe yg still bkwn ngn hnie..klu rse x blh than ngn prangai hnie ni..x yah la jd kwn hnie..wat skit hti korg je..mybe hnie mmg dtkdirkn utk hdup sorg2 kot..tnpe tman..pape je la..hnie x tau mcm mn nk stop utk skitkn hti org..mybe i just need to shut up..its the best way kot..i'll try..klu tu yg blh wat org x bnci hnie..bnci klu tlibat ngn sume ni..i just hate it..sorry to all..hnie mmg sorg yg x pndai jge prasaan org..HANIE TERUK!!!

at kk

skrg ni hnie kt kk..tgh holiday ngn fmily..cdg nk g tambunan..tp x jd..sbb mkcik hnie x de kt rmh dye..dorg g n9..klu hnie x slh la..hmm..hritu adam g cuti ngn fmily dye kt singapore..mle tu dye ok je..sklinye mse hri jumaat tu rsenye..msetu dye call hnie..pstu hnie tgh sdeyh coz hp hnie rosak..then mmg hnie x de mood..jd hnie pn kre ckp nak x nk je..pstu hnie mrepek..pstu dye sdeyh la hnie mmrepek mcm tu..pstu ttbe dye mngerang..hnie pn panik la..tkut jd pape kt dye..pstu hnie tnye la..ok x ni??tp dye x jwb..last skli..dye jrit..pstu trus tptus..hnie tkut sgt mse tu..try cll no mama..tp mama x on..x tau nk wat pe lg..panik gle..hnie cll no dye bnyak kli dgn hrapan de org yg dgr..tp rpenye hp dye silent..ptut x de org dgr..nseb baek mse tu dorg nk grak dye sbuh..tp dye x bkak pntu..bledorg bkak pntu..tgk2 dye pngsan..ble bwak g hospital..dktr kte..klu lmbt ckit bwk g hospital..mybe dye da x de..spe x sdeyh mcm tu??hnie msj no dye..tp msj ngan along n mama la..mama kte..doakn dye ok..mmg mse tu hnie rsau sgt..alhmdulillah la tgh hri tu mama msj hnie yg dye da bgn..alhmdulillah..

miss my blog

terasa sgt hepi krn dpt bkak blog smula..haha..skema gila..cipan..mngarut je..cuti mei ni..nk g kk 5 hb ni..krje rm sprti biase..bnyak..x pe la..taun last ni..

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k..story bout my life..k la..x tau nk cite pe..to all my frens..yg rjin dtg blog n da bising blog x bupdate..mntak maaf ye..x de mse sgt..bz..bout my adik angkt..erin..syg dye..slame adam x de kt msia ni..bdak tu la kwn hanie mngarut + merepek..cian dye kne dgr hnie merepek..sori ea dik..tp best la kcau dye ngn buah hti dye..haha..mmg sepadan la dorg tu..smge jd jdoh dorg..haha..merepek lg..dun wori dik..kakak sntiase doakn yg tbaik utk adik..

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hmm..tu psal adik angkt..ni psal adik hanie..dye da ade juliet dye..haha..yeke??x tau la..dye je yg de jwpn..anyway..smge dye jmpe org yg tbaik..n smge gdis tu x skitkn hti adik hanie..my abg plak..skrg dye kat mahad tahfiz..smge dye bjye kt ctu..hnie doakn yg tbaik utk dye n hdup dye..

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bout my dormate..hepi dgn dorg..x tau la nnti nk tnggl dorg mcm mn nnti..sdih ea..hrap la hnie de mse nk jnguk dorg nnti..to shika ain tka n amal..jge dorm elok2 tau..pstikan atitude dormate kte sume tjge..

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k la..have 2 go now..smge de mse nk update lg..chow..^_^

sobsob..

sdey nye..npe org tu wat mcm ni??rse mcm hdup kt blog ni da x de gne..my fren..dye da delete blog yg nice tu..x smpt tau spe dye..hnie nk sgt knal ngn dye..npe??dye nk g mn??npe dye ckp mcm tu??pe jd kt dye??dye slalu wat hnie rse dunie ni smntre..n now..dye da x de..frust nye..pape pn hnie doakn ksjhtraan dye..amin..n i hope the person will be back..

HOLIDAY

third days holiday..borink..blhla..wat kje rmh je hrini..smlm chat ngn cik dayah..dye x sngke yg hnie da form 5..dye kte "lmenya da cik dayah x jmpe kak hanie.."penye x lme..mse dye blik smnanjung hnie bru drjah6..n now da nk amik spm da..gle..cptnye mse brlalu..nk dkt abis sklh da..tnggal staun lg hnie pkai bju uniform..pstu up to me nk corak hidup mcm mn..tkut??yup..dlm dunia skrg ni mcm2 blh jd..da x bnyak tmpat yg slmt..

mimi n maya..rndu sgt ngn dorg..dorg tu just like my sisters..walaupn kmi knl x la lme..tp hnie da trlalu syg dorg..taun ni rmai yg pndah..mimi..pastu qautsar..pastu cg azura n cg amir..pstu cg salina..lps ni x tau sapa lg..sdih ni ble dorg tngglkn sklh tu..stu ahli family smsl da hilang..anyway..hidup mesti dtruskan..no matter what..

esok blik kuala penyu..pstu g kk..x tau ble blik lbuan..hepi??biase je..nothing special rsenye..tp kdg2 rndu jgak ngn nenek..lmenye da hnie x jmpe nenek..pe pnye cucu daa..truk btul..taun ni de org yg tlg atur jdual mingguan hnie..tp sbb hnie ni bz mmnjang..so x brp blh ikut jdual tu..de yg btmbah n bkurang..pape pn mse trlalu brhrge taun ni..actually x la taun ni je..tp taun ni yg pling pnting..x pe la hnie ssh ckit taun ni..yg pnting ialah results hnie..wish me luck..

cuti..live..manusia..

nk mle pe dlu ea??mle ngan cuti la..
cuti ni sminggu..lme gak ar..hepi??msti la..

tp cuti ni x heaven sgt..spm doe..
fhm2 je la ble da jd bdak fivers ni..
kje rmh btimbun bak gunung kinabalu tngginye..
korban skit la taun last year da ni brglar plajar..
msti rndu wktu jd plajar kn..
hmm..ni cilok mse jap nk update blog yg da trlmpa lme dtnggalkan..
dun wori..pas spm nnti hri2 aku update..
bru korg rse mcm da x nk bce kn..

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next..bout live..live hanie kt sklh tu da x mcm live..
bz mmnjang..mcm2 bnde nk wat..mn kje rmh lg..society lg..dorm lg..
mcm2..ni update blog ni pn sbb de prmintaan from org yg trlalu gmar bce rpekan honey bintang..rndu ngn abg da trubat smlm..
hrini abg ambik lsen da..lps ni blh la jd driver hnie..
haha..btuah pnye bdak..
klu abg bce ni msti da kne plangkung..
actually blum abis story lg ngn abg smlm..
tp cian kt umi coz gne kdit dye..
so agak2 la jgak kn..

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lastly bout human..
bkn la ertinye hnie ni bukan mnusia..
tp bout org laen mksud hnie..
de stu blog yg hnie tgk tu..
ala..yg hnie kte nice tu..mmg really nice..
dye talk bout fren dye..(kot)
hnie stju dgn pe yg dye kte..
klu hnie jd dye pn hnie x kn snggup tgk kwn hnie rosak..
kpd kawan2..
ambk la tguran seorg kwn ni sbgai yg positif..
bkn sbgi smthng yg negatif..
hnie prcye ble smeone tu tgur kte bkn mksudnye kte ni sgt2 truk..
bkn jgak sbb org tu nk aibkn kte..
tp nk jge kte..